i'll continue on running , but first you'll have to let me go.

Cause when I smile , I make you smile too.

Wednesday, May 26, 2010 @ 12:10 AM

HEYYO.
Gah , tmr is my result slip.
Hoping to be in the top 60 range.
Seriously , I need to study , like NOW.
Cause I'm setting target at 40.
Big difference , gonna fight with 20 smart asses.
That includes some of my classmates.
GRR.

Yesterday me and Huns watched The Last Song.
It was a touching movie , overall.

A city girl who goes to the country side.
Fell in love with a country boy.
Conflicts with dad.
Dad suffers from long-term cancer.
Dad dies.
Back to ever-lasting love story.

Dad's about it.
I mean that's about it.
Well the way I rephrased the story doesn't seemed 'interesting'.
But you should watch !
Cause it's really fabulous.

Blahblahblah.
I got to go.
My sister is probably going to be back.
And I'm planning to finish Blame It On Paris and Dewan Siswa April Edition.
SO,
Bye !

Saturday, May 22, 2010 @ 10:36 PM

Hardwork eh ?

Doubly awesome.
I can't help to imagine both of my brothers
with their newly touched mega superb phones.
Envy every inch of it.
The screen is gorgeously big like a PSP screen.
I want it.
Badly.
I know I can't afford to have one.
I wish.
;'{

Currently listening to When I Look At You by Miley Cyrus.
This is her only song that I think makes much of a sense.
Yeah.

Time for some love;

Hai teman , jika pesona cinta melelahkanmu , dengarkanlah satu kate ku.
Lupakanlah gelisah di hati ,
kuatkanlah langkah ,
basuh lulamu.
Hari masih panjang & waktu masih setia berjalan.
Esok mentari pagi pasti terbit menghangatkan hatimu.
Dan langit malam pun kan bertabut ,
bintang menemani tidurmu.

Pejamkan matamu sandarkan bebanmu lepaskan sepimu.
Percayalah , pasti ada yang kan merindukanmu
Rindu untuk menghiasi setiap mimpi indah mu.
Bahagia tuk mencintaimu.
Tersenyumlah dan temukanlah cintamu.

Lembayung senja turun iringi sepi.
Menuntunku berjalan ke arah yang tak pasti.
Kala malam turun menjelang.
Anganku tak jua henti melayang.
Terus mengembara jauh diselimuti hati nan jenuh.
Dalam semakin pekatnya malam ,
cintakupun bersinar semakin kelam.

Kalau kamu tanya berapa kali kamu datang ke fikiranku ,
jujur sahaja , cuma sekali .
Habisnya , tak pergi-pergi !

Aku pernah jatuhkan setetes air mata di selat Sunda.
Di hari aku bisa menemukannya lagi ,
itulah waktunya aku berhenti mencintaimu.

Kalau kamu tanya mana yang lebih penting buat aku : hidupku atau hidupmu ,
aku bakal jawab hidupku.
Eits , jangan marah dulu ,
karena kamulah hidupku.

Pertama ketemu , aku takut bercakap sama kamu.
Pertama aku bercakap sama mu , aku takut aku suka sama kamu.
Sudah suka , aku semakin takut jikalau aku jatuh cinta.
Setelah sekarang bercinta ,
aku jadi benar-benar takut kehilangan kamu.
Kamu memang menakutkan !

HEHEHE.
ps ; credits are not to me !
These day , I have been a good hardworking girl.
Yes , I'm praising myself.
Teehee.
I have actually started studying HMT and Geography.
Well , I'm starting a target to improve on my overall performance.
So I really hope to get into the Pure Geography class.
If I fail , I'm going to cry so badly.
So badly.
Yes my wish is to get to the top 40 in level
at the end of the year.
Although it might be impossible ,
I am going to work hard.
And no one , no one can
stop me from achieving what I want.
Cause I'm telling you ,
I want this badly.
And I'm going to fight for MY PLACE.
boo-hoo .

Okay , enough of all that typing.
Bye !

Friday, May 21, 2010 @ 12:49 AM

Achieved

YEAH ,
make it to top 10 in class.
*big smiles*
i'm gonna play a rough and hard
game to those who are on my way to
making to top 40 in level.
watch out people (!!)
*sneaky smile*

@ 7:00 PM

When I look at you

"When I Look At You"

Everybody needs inspiration

Everybody needs a song

A beautiful melody

When the nights are long

'cause there is no guarantee

That this life is easy

Yea when my world is falling apart

When there's no light

To break up the dark

That's when I

I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore

And I can't find my way home any more

That's when I

I look at you

When I look at you

I see forgiveness

I see the truth

You love me for who I am

Like the stars hold the moon

Right there where they belong

And I know I'm not alone

Yeah when my world is falling apart

When there's no light

To break up the dark

That's when I

I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore

And I can't find my way home any more

That's when I

I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me

Just like kaleidoscope colors that cover me

All I need

Every breath that I breathe

Don't you know you're beautiful

Yeah yeah

When the waves are flooding the shore

And I can't find my way home any more

That's when I

I look at you

Yeah

Whoa-oh

You appear just like dream to me

Friday, May 14, 2010 @ 6:21 PM

murderers

I just feel so damn bored.
I miss Unity Sec.
I miss Ekin , Hanisah , Nuraini , Hema , YenHwee and Bibi.
Urgh.
:/

Later in about half an hour's time , I'm gonna
zoom to Bugis Street baby. Nope , not with friend but with my
Ohmee !

So I'm just gonna do a quick post okay.
Yesterday night I kind of patch up with my sister.
Not that I want to.
It was because she brought doughnuts for me.
HEHE. Then later at night I slept with her.
And we kept talking about.
Farts.
Cats.
Hamsters.
Mice.
Were we laughing about how loud
and boomsxc Dad's fart was.
When we ended our chat my sister fell asleep.
I started to think about mice running all over under my blanket.
And then I can't sleep.
All because of that pointless conversation.

After I twisted and turned for what seem like
forever , I started thinking of news that I read and heard..
....Cannibals. ....Murderers who chop of the victim's private part.
I kept thinking about how , revolting and inexorable these people are.
Heartless people.
I feel like killing them myself.
What the hell was on their mind ?
Shall end my short post now.
Bye.

Thursday, May 13, 2010 @ 6:28 PM

feeling lucky ?

Hello in Vietnamese – Chao

chao!
So what's up people ? I guess you , me ... yeah we kindda
have the same issue . I mean we're both atrociously facing our very own
BOREDOM.

im dying im dying im dying
im dying im dying im dying
im dying im dying im dying
im dying im dying im dying
im dying im dying im dying
im dying im dying im dying
im dying im dying im dying

FISHBALLS.
urgh , im craving for some tom yum soup.
it has been ages since i ate one. mum , please cook tom yum.

Speaking ad whimpering.
I'm just so freaking high that I've just finished a NOVEL.
Naked In His Arms by Sandra Marton
You could guess why I manage to finish xD
Could you believe me if I had actually read 247 pages of 11 chapters of the
novel less than 4 hours ? GOD. This is my first time that I actually finish digging up that
novel. I mean , well I have read a few previously but never exactly read every part of it.
I only read that you-know-what climax. TEEHEE.
Yes , I'm proud of my accomplishment. Hahaha. I must be mad.
Nevermind.
Apart from that I've also finish reading Malay short stories :
Bukit.
Ombak Kosmopolitan.
Tabarruj.

Perhaps if I have time I'll do book reviews in my coming posts.
OHWELL.
BYE.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010 @ 9:43 PM

give a damn break

The biased and racist issue in RC had given me a killer headache. It was my whole bloody fault to discussed it with Yi Xuan. UGH , all my bloody stupid freaking fault !

Magandang tanghali po ( ps; hello in filipino , tagalog )
Humans makes stupid mistakes. Just like me.
Currently , I have a lifetime at home & I'm decaying.
I realized that it sucks to stay at home. You can actually die from boredom. Oh my god.
I'm like technically dying from hunger.

I really can't wait to settle my issue and go out with Huns.
:S

Tuesday, May 11, 2010 @ 11:28 PM

the end (happy days)

OHH , what a relieved that.. Exams are dead over. OVER!
and yess , im gonna do an examination review.
so here it goes...

Day 1 : English

Situational writing was seriously a piece of cake. Composition was a beautiful catastrophe , it was meant to be a personal recount and I did a totally unreal story about having to decide whether to further my studies or stay to help my dad support and take care of the family. My composition was all over the place and gosh it sucks biggie time. The main paper was ... oh-right. The summary was crazy , needed to write the sequence in backwards. The editing part was badly done , cause none of us really practice on it either.

Day 2 : Higher Mother Toungue

Situational writing was another dessert. I had fun doing the composition cause I had loads of great ideas. But it was too many ideas till I didn't have time to finish up the elaboration of the last idea and ended up rushing on the summary of the composition , cause I chose the descriptive one. The main paper was kind of manageable as most of the components were easy. Excluding the comprehension and editing part. It was kindda scary , because the passage was talking alien language to me and I didn't understand the whole point of the story. What crap (!)

Day 3 : Geography
Practically , it was easy but it was hard for me cause I studied the night before and the answers are hanging bits and pieces on my head. Only if I had enough time to get them fixed , I guess time management was the problem.

Day 4 : Science
For me , this year's science paper was way easy. I mean uhm yeah , easy. Except for Biology paper. The last section gave me a bit of dilemma. I didn't know which question to choose. Both of them were equally hard and simple. I think I had made the biggest mistake choosing question 1 , because I was (am) not a bitsy confident about my answer. :/

Day 5 : Literature
When I read the beginning paragraph of the unseen prose. I was like : " Wth is this nonsense (?) " Then after reading through for 2 times , I finally got the hang of the story. I get the creepy part , but not the humor . Yess , I'm slow. Whatever it is , I hope my view of the story was right. Unseen poetry was a bit of a confusion cause there was different perspective to it and I really don't know which one to look at. In the end , I decided to conclude that her friend was trying to 'poison' her mind. I hope I was right :0 The gei kiang passage part was great , because I read that part a whole lot of time.

Day 6 : History
I was in a no-no mood in History. The night before I didn't mug as hard as the other subjects. Probably because I was sick and tired of exams and couldn't possibly wait to get over it. Thus , History was one of my badly done paper , but it wasn't hard. It was just that I took my sweet time to write and think. Yeah , I wasted my time during the exam dwelling the silence.

Day 7 : Mathematics
It was easier than I had expected. I had absolute no mood to mug. I studied less than 2 hours that night and then went half-dead. Well , I didn't say it was easy . I said it was easier than what I had expected. Meaning that I had expected it to be ultra-difficult. But it turns out to be difficult = I COULD AT LEAST DO MORE THAN FIVE QUESTION. Oh god (!)

// i did my notes and studied during the previous night , I find myself concentrating and understanding , BETTER. That's good. Hahaha. Wish me luck for my results ... aiming for Top 10 in class ? I wish. //
Bye.

Monday, May 10, 2010 @ 10:38 PM

oh well , it's over.

HELL OF A TIME BABY.
indeed , the whole week had been awesomeh-ly
crazy.
http://tola.soup.io

AND JUST BEFORE I WAS GETTING HIGH.
guess what.
i got to know that i have NCO meeting tmr.
like what the hell.
common'.
me and nisah just planned the most freaking FABULUOS
after-exams celebration...
my CCA messed it all up.
OH GREAT.

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Wednesday, May 26, 2010 @ 12:10 AM HEYYO. Gah , tmr is my result slip. Hoping to be in the top 60 range. Seriously , I need to study , like NOW. Cause I'm setting target at 40. Big difference , gonna fight with 20 smart asses. That includes some of my classmates. GRR. Yesterday me and Huns watched The Last Song. It was a touching movie , overall. A city girl who goes to the country side. Fell in love with a country boy. Conflicts with dad. Dad suffers from long-term cancer. Dad dies. Back to ever-lasting love story. Dad's about it. I mean that's about it. Well the way I rephrased the story doesn't seemed 'interesting'. But you should watch ! Cause it's really fabulous. Blahblahblah. I got to go. My sister is probably going to be back. And I'm planning to finish Blame It On Paris and Dewan Siswa April Edition. SO, Bye ! back to top?
Saturday, May 22, 2010 @ 10:36 PM Hardwork eh ? Doubly awesome. I can't help to imagine both of my brothers with their newly touched mega superb phones. Envy every inch of it. The screen is gorgeously big like a PSP screen. I want it. Badly. I know I can't afford to have one. I wish. ;'{ Currently listening to When I Look At You by Miley Cyrus. This is her only song that I think makes much of a sense. Yeah. Time for some love; Hai teman , jika pesona cinta melelahkanmu , dengarkanlah satu kate ku. Lupakanlah gelisah di hati , kuatkanlah langkah , basuh lulamu. Hari masih panjang & waktu masih setia berjalan. Esok mentari pagi pasti terbit menghangatkan hatimu. Dan langit malam pun kan bertabut , bintang menemani tidurmu. Pejamkan matamu sandarkan bebanmu lepaskan sepimu. Percayalah , pasti ada yang kan merindukanmu Rindu untuk menghiasi setiap mimpi indah mu. Bahagia tuk mencintaimu. Tersenyumlah dan temukanlah cintamu. Lembayung senja turun iringi sepi. Menuntunku berjalan ke arah yang tak pasti. Kala malam turun menjelang. Anganku tak jua henti melayang. Terus mengembara jauh diselimuti hati nan jenuh. Dalam semakin pekatnya malam , cintakupun bersinar semakin kelam. Kalau kamu tanya berapa kali kamu datang ke fikiranku , jujur sahaja , cuma sekali . Habisnya , tak pergi-pergi ! Aku pernah jatuhkan setetes air mata di selat Sunda. Di hari aku bisa menemukannya lagi , itulah waktunya aku berhenti mencintaimu. Kalau kamu tanya mana yang lebih penting buat aku : hidupku atau hidupmu , aku bakal jawab hidupku. Eits , jangan marah dulu , karena kamulah hidupku. Pertama ketemu , aku takut bercakap sama kamu. Pertama aku bercakap sama mu , aku takut aku suka sama kamu. Sudah suka , aku semakin takut jikalau aku jatuh cinta. Setelah sekarang bercinta , aku jadi benar-benar takut kehilangan kamu. Kamu memang menakutkan ! HEHEHE. ps ; credits are not to me ! These day , I have been a good hardworking girl. Yes , I'm praising myself. Teehee. I have actually started studying HMT and Geography. Well , I'm starting a target to improve on my overall performance. So I really hope to get into the Pure Geography class. If I fail , I'm going to cry so badly. So badly. Yes my wish is to get to the top 40 in level at the end of the year. Although it might be impossible , I am going to work hard. And no one , no one can stop me from achieving what I want. Cause I'm telling you , I want this badly. And I'm going to fight for MY PLACE. boo-hoo . Okay , enough of all that typing. Bye ! back to top?
Friday, May 21, 2010 @ 12:49 AM Achieved YEAH , make it to top 10 in class. big smiles i'm gonna play a rough and hard game to those who are on my way to making to top 40 in level. watch out people (!!) sneaky smile back to top?
Thursday, May 20, 2010 @ 8:14 PM http://prpm.dbp.gov.my/ http://www.cathay.com.sg/cineplexes/index.html http://gallery.mobile9.com/c/softwares/1/ http://www.facebook.com/?ref=home back to top?
@ 7:00 PM When I look at you "When I Look At You" Everybody needs inspiration Everybody needs a song A beautiful melody When the nights are long 'cause there is no guarantee That this life is easy Yea when my world is falling apart When there's no light To break up the dark That's when I I look at you When the waves are flooding the shore And I can't find my way home any more That's when I I look at you When I look at you I see forgiveness I see the truth You love me for who I am Like the stars hold the moon Right there where they belong And I know I'm not alone Yeah when my world is falling apart When there's no light To break up the dark That's when I I look at you When the waves are flooding the shore And I can't find my way home any more That's when I I look at you You appear just like a dream to me Just like kaleidoscope colors that cover me All I need Every breath that I breathe Don't you know you're beautiful Yeah yeah When the waves are flooding the shore And I can't find my way home any more That's when I I look at you I look at you Yeah Whoa-oh You appear just like dream to me back to top?
Friday, May 14, 2010 @ 6:21 PM murderers I just feel so damn bored. I miss Unity Sec. I miss Ekin , Hanisah , Nuraini , Hema , YenHwee and Bibi. Urgh. :/ Later in about half an hour's time , I'm gonna zoom to Bugis Street baby. Nope , not with friend but with my Ohmee ! So I'm just gonna do a quick post okay. Yesterday night I kind of patch up with my sister. Not that I want to. It was because she brought doughnuts for me. HEHE. Then later at night I slept with her. And we kept talking about. Farts. Cats. Hamsters. Mice. Were we laughing about how loud and boomsxc Dad's fart was. When we ended our chat my sister fell asleep. I started to think about mice running all over under my blanket. And then I can't sleep. All because of that pointless conversation. After I twisted and turned for what seem like forever , I started thinking of news that I read and heard.. ....Cannibals. ....Murderers who chop of the victim's private part. I kept thinking about how , revolting and inexorable these people are. Heartless people. I feel like killing them myself. What the hell was on their mind ? Shall end my short post now. Bye. back to top?
Thursday, May 13, 2010 @ 6:28 PM feeling lucky ? Hello in Vietnamese – Chao chao! So what's up people ? I guess you , me ... yeah we kindda have the same issue . I mean we're both atrociously facing our very own BOREDOM. im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying FISHBALLS. urgh , im craving for some tom yum soup. it has been ages since i ate one. mum , please cook tom yum. Speaking ad whimpering. I'm just so freaking high that I've just finished a NOVEL. Naked In His Arms by Sandra Marton You could guess why I manage to finish xD Could you believe me if I had actually read 247 pages of 11 chapters of the novel less than 4 hours ? GOD. This is my first time that I actually finish digging up that novel. I mean , well I have read a few previously but never exactly read every part of it. I only read that you-know-what climax. TEEHEE. Yes , I'm proud of my accomplishment. Hahaha. I must be mad. Nevermind. Apart from that I've also finish reading Malay short stories : Bukit. Ombak Kosmopolitan. Tabarruj. Perhaps if I have time I'll do book reviews in my coming posts. OHWELL. BYE. back to top?
Wednesday, May 12, 2010 @ 9:43 PM give a damn break The biased and racist issue in RC had given me a killer headache. It was my whole bloody fault to discussed it with Yi Xuan. UGH , all my bloody stupid freaking fault ! Magandang tanghali po ( ps; hello in filipino , tagalog ) Humans makes stupid mistakes. Just like me. Currently , I have a lifetime at home & I'm decaying. I realized that it sucks to stay at home. You can actually die from boredom. Oh my god. I'm like technically dying from hunger. I really can't wait to settle my issue and go out with Huns. :S back to top?
Tuesday, May 11, 2010 @ 11:28 PM the end (happy days) OHH , what a relieved that.. Exams are dead over. OVER! and yess , im gonna do an examination review. so here it goes... Day 1 : English Situational writing was seriously a piece of cake. Composition was a beautiful catastrophe , it was meant to be a personal recount and I did a totally unreal story about having to decide whether to further my studies or stay to help my dad support and take care of the family. My composition was all over the place and gosh it sucks biggie time. The main paper was ... oh-right. The summary was crazy , needed to write the sequence in backwards. The editing part was badly done , cause none of us really practice on it either. Day 2 : Higher Mother Toungue Situational writing was another dessert. I had fun doing the composition cause I had loads of great ideas. But it was too many ideas till I didn't have time to finish up the elaboration of the last idea and ended up rushing on the summary of the composition , cause I chose the descriptive one. The main paper was kind of manageable as most of the components were easy. Excluding the comprehension and editing part. It was kindda scary , because the passage was talking alien language to me and I didn't understand the whole point of the story. What crap (!) Day 3 : Geography Practically , it was easy but it was hard for me cause I studied the night before and the answers are hanging bits and pieces on my head. Only if I had enough time to get them fixed , I guess time management was the problem. Day 4 : Science For me , this year's science paper was way easy. I mean uhm yeah , easy. Except for Biology paper. The last section gave me a bit of dilemma. I didn't know which question to choose. Both of them were equally hard and simple. I think I had made the biggest mistake choosing question 1 , because I was (am) not a bitsy confident about my answer. :/ Day 5 : Literature When I read the beginning paragraph of the unseen prose. I was like : " Wth is this nonsense (?) " Then after reading through for 2 times , I finally got the hang of the story. I get the creepy part , but not the humor . Yess , I'm slow. Whatever it is , I hope my view of the story was right. Unseen poetry was a bit of a confusion cause there was different perspective to it and I really don't know which one to look at. In the end , I decided to conclude that her friend was trying to 'poison' her mind. I hope I was right :0 The gei kiang passage part was great , because I read that part a whole lot of time. Day 6 : History I was in a no-no mood in History. The night before I didn't mug as hard as the other subjects. Probably because I was sick and tired of exams and couldn't possibly wait to get over it. Thus , History was one of my badly done paper , but it wasn't hard. It was just that I took my sweet time to write and think. Yeah , I wasted my time during the exam dwelling the silence. Day 7 : Mathematics It was easier than I had expected. I had absolute no mood to mug. I studied less than 2 hours that night and then went half-dead. Well , I didn't say it was easy . I said it was easier than what I had expected. Meaning that I had expected it to be ultra-difficult. But it turns out to be difficult = I COULD AT LEAST DO MORE THAN FIVE QUESTION. Oh god (!) // i did my notes and studied during the previous night , I find myself concentrating and understanding , BETTER. That's good. Hahaha. Wish me luck for my results ... aiming for Top 10 in class ? I wish. // Bye. back to top?
Monday, May 10, 2010 @ 10:38 PM oh well , it's over. HELL OF A TIME BABY. indeed , the whole week had been awesomeh-ly crazy. http://tola.soup.io AND JUST BEFORE I WAS GETTING HIGH. guess what. i got to know that i have NCO meeting tmr. like what the hell. common'. me and nisah just planned the most freaking FABULUOS after-exams celebration... my CCA messed it all up. OH GREAT. back to top?