People say ,
Life is unfair.
I say that's bullshit.
You had never realized ,
That we both suffer
The same.
It's just for two different things.
You suffer because you had lost
what you once had.
I suffer because I had never
have what you had had.

When you told me what makes you happy ,
What you wanted ,
What you really needed ,
I had supported you.
I had been happy for you.
But I had been crying for myself.
Cause I know ,
I had never feel your 'happiness'.
Perhaps that's fair.
Because I define happiness differently.
But maybe I still yearn for
Something
Impossible...

I had wanted to feel love.
I had wanted to feel special.
But I had never had a chance to.
I guess I will never will.
I had only dream of it once.
And it felt so warming.
It felt like I was the only one.
I felt precious ,
I felt needed ,
But then I woke up to reality.
Only to believe ,
Only to realized ,
That it will never happen
To me ..
In real life.

It takes a minute to fall in love ,
It takes a minute to break up ,
But it take centuries to mend a broken
Heart.
From the stories I heard.
From the tears I've seen.
From the desperation of people around me.
Is love worth it all ?
Maybe it seems that love is painful ,
But never to feel it is even
more painful.
Never to be loved.
Never to be needed.
Is this pain to you ?
Maybe not ,
Because you had never felt
What I felt.

mouth-watering. I WANT THIS.
(Leilockheart's tumblr)

Just when I was on to Tola's Soup

(http://tola.soup.io) ...
I found out that Soup is actually

as sort of scrapbook.
Darn cool.
I'm so signing up.

After which ,
I checked out a few

others Soup's and eventually found out about Ehkasi's tumblr ,
and I kindda like the person.