It's only deep down that I feel.
That I feel pain and hurt.
It's only when I bother.
It's only when I care to feel.
It's only if I want to feel.
Yes , I did want to feel.
Cause it's part of me.
Cause if I don't bother ,
It'll be like a needle
Being pierce right through my heart ,
Which I don't care to feel ,
Which I don't care if it bleeds ,
Now I do ,
I do care for myself,
More than anyone else.